ABL
ABL
She does not envy, does not boast, is not proud.
And because of that she would never tell people of the many hours, prayers, phone calls, errands, lunches, LOVE she has put in while my Dad tries to recover his business after the destruction caused by the recent flooding. My Daddy is so strong and he has worked for more than 30 years to build a business that he loves. A business that he uses to bless so many people. But even he would say, she has been behind it (and him) from the beginning. And especially now. (Insert here a prayer for both of them and for Bradfield Stage Lighting, its emloyees, office space and equipment. Join me in praying for many more years of weddings, Swan Balls, “gel gifts” to teachers, concerts, plays, lighting installation projects in churches and schools and so much more).
My mom is not rude,
My mom spent three long years taking care of her mom after her stroke. Her mom was not the same after that stroke. Sometimes she said things to my mom that we all know she didn’t mean. We love to tell the story about Gmomma “throwing shoes” at the staff at the nursing home. She was not herself. While this season was so difficult for my mom and all of our family, I never heard my mom I never heard my mom speak a rude word about the situation or her mom. Sure there were things she wished were different and there were days that were hard to understand. But she was never rude.
is never self-seeking,After spending years taking care of her own children, teaching other people’s children and then caring for her own mother, my mom CHOSE to take a job at a nursing home to love and care for others. She is so selfless I can’t even begin to do this justice.
is not easily angered,I used to wish that I would actually make my mom mad enough to YELL…it never happened. Instead, she would get very quiet, stay very calm and collected and correct me compassionately. I hated it 🙂 but loved the example it set for me in parenting. ]
and my mom keeps no record of wrongs.
and heaven knows there were plenty of wrongs to forgive from three of her favorite children…like the time we thought it would be a good idea to climb out of the second story window, slide down a drain pipe, and ride our bikes in the ally at night. I’m thankful now that 1) our plans were foiled when we broke the screen on the window and never made it past that point and 2) that my mom is so quick to forgive.
My mom does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.My mom prayed with us and for us from birth. My mom literally REJOICES in stories of the Lord’s sovereinty. She loves to tell about ways He is working in her life and the lives of those she loves. And because of that she is leaving a legacy of faith with her children, grand-children and no doubt with her grandchildren’s children. This is her greatest gift to us, and to generations to come.
She always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
My mom would always “go to bat” for us- protecting us when she could, but not in a way that would detriment our growth. She taught us to make good choices, and therefore TRUSTED us to follow the path the Lord had set out for us. When we made mistakes or strayed, she has always prayed and HOPED for our return to His will…she PERSEVERES in that with us and on our behalf.
Her love never fails.
EVER. Nothing can change it.
Love you to the moon and back, Momma (and so do RRL and these three munchkins)! I’m so thankful to call you MOM, especially as you shine during this difficult season.
ABL
“4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails…”
I Corinthians 13:4-8
My boys love just about anything that you call “a game”. I am choosing to believe that is because they love the fun of it and interacting with me. Surely it has nothing to do with inheriting their mother’s slight sense of competitiveness. Surely.
I use “lets play a game” constantly for distractions. Both boys want the same toy, or are arguing from the backseat of the van or are just driving me crazy, and a quick “Let’s play a game” can divert all attention and energy in a quick hurry. Because of the fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants method in which these games are drudged up (is that a word?), they must require zero prep, very few supplies and must “travel” well (anywhere, anytime).
I’m sure those things only happen at our house so this post may be completely irrelevant to everyone else. But humor me (and help me, too). Here are a few of our favorites.
1) I spy (“I spy something that is… fill a color” then everyone guesses what it is)
2) The cloud game (“I see a cloud that looks like…” our kids haven’t really figured out yet to look for actual clouds that look like actual things. we pretty much just drive along making up crazy things that a cloud could look like)
3) The opposite game. KJ recently invented this (or maybe learned in school…but he says he “figured it out himself”. always questionable). You just say something and he figures out the opposite. Sometimes that just means adding an “un” or “not” to whatever you say, but for the most part he really is amazing at this game. Some of the most impressive ones that he knew were full/empty, upside down/right side up, black/white, messy/clean. We’ve never done this before so either he just “figured it out himself” or they’ve really been working on opposites at school. Either way, I’m impressed. Then again, sometimes he’s just plain creative. Some of my recent favorites…
Q: What is the opposite of Aunt B?
A: Uncle J
Q: What is the opposite of nobody?
A: Yesbody.
4) The can you find a (fill in the blank) game? This is my normal go-to in the car. I just say, “Hey guys, tell me when you see a stop sign, a cow/horse/dog, a blue truck, a letter ‘W’, etc” They get really excited. We were playing some version of that game on our recent trip to see the bluebonnets. Here is a video.
Ok, so here is where you can help. I’m running out of ideas and the ones I’ve got are starting to get old. What are some games you like to play with your children, especially in the car? Remember mine are 3 and 2 and can’t read yet. It should be something that has quick turn-around (neither of them have patience to wait very long for it to be their turn); and its best if it doesn’t involve touching each other (this quickly escalates in the car to punching each other).
Thanks.
and remember to let the kids win once in a while
ABL
While I am on a blogging roll about things that we are learning at RHCC, one of KJ’s favorite stories in the bible is Jonah. This is largely thanks to the fact that a couple of years ago he learned all about the story during summer spectacular, our church’s version of VBS (only way better than any VBS I ever attended). So, he tells us the story of Jonah all the time. I’ve tried forever to get it on video, but he always freezes. Here is a fairly good version that I captured recently. Believe it or not, he actually scales back the drama a bit for the camera.
If KJ could have just one wish granted, I do not doubt that it would be that he could really READ (that or be Batman, but you know). In the meantime, he can often be found reciting some of his favorite stories while turning the pages in the books (sometimes while wearing his batman cape).
Without further ado…KJ “reading” the story of Jonah (in the New Testament).
A few things to note (as if you could miss them):
– When in doubt, just mix in some Cars references. “Radiator Springs” is easily confused with the “raging sea”.
– Cbug “reading” in the background. He says “C, B, A” when reading a title (backwards). He is OBSESSED with letters right now. And a little later he “reads” about the monkeys jumping on the bed.
– KJ explaining how “Three days is five days.” Basically the same thing.
– C walking around with the little box that KJ’s bible goes in, while growling “My Bible, My Bible”
Oh, how I love these moments!
ABL
Anyone else still wrestling through your thoughts after the amazing sermon at RHCC this weekend? I certainly am so this post is sure to get wordy. Just need a place to process, and hey this is my blog. SO, if you want the abreviated version. Do two things.
1) Go down to where I have the link to the sermon and listen to it if you missed it.
2) Watch the video of my sweet kiddos saying some of their memory verses.
Now, let the processing commence…
Something I’m continually wrestling with as a parent is how to help my kids build their “identity”. I have already mentioned on this blog that when we are out and about they hear comments from complete strangers about their appearance (he/she is so cute/beautiful; what gorgeous eyes; are they the same size? etc). I often feel defensive for my oldest son when people comment about his younger brother being bigger in stature; I guard my younger son from comments about his, um, healthy appetite; I already am conscious of comments I make to my daughter about how she looks in a certain outfit.
It’s not that I mind these comments, or even plan to try to shield my children from them. The comments are always well intentioned and, of course, it makes me proud when people notice my children. But still, it always stirs up something in me. Probably because each of them is so much more to me than what people can see. I don’t want the way they see themselves to be driven by their appearance or even their intelligence.
I have absolutely LOVED the series that RA is doing right now on being CALLED. But because of this struggle for my children, this week’s lesson really struck a chord. Saturday afternoon I had two situations where I found myself wanting to redirect well meaning conversations about my children (in front of my children). The situations brought me back to this same struggle. I felt the need to snap at others with something witty about how amazing my children were…on the inside.
Then Saturday night we went to service and the lesson was about this very thing. I don’t know if it spoke to others, but it was for me…loud and clear. In summary, I believe the reason I get defensive about these comments, or feel the need to respond in a way that redirects the attention, is I because I’m so concerned with how my children will develop their identity.
How will they know how special they are?
The world says their unique identity will be based on performance or appearance. In order to be special, they will have to be better than others at something or be uniquely beautiful. In reality, the odds are good that they will be neither.
That sounds harsh. But it is true. And it doesn’t matter.
My three children are uniquely special because that is how they were designed. From the beginning. Before they were even known by name by their family. They were created and designed in a wonderful way. On purpose. No accidents.
Psalm 130:14…
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
Not only were they created ON PURPOSE, they were created FOR a PURPOSE.
Jeremiah 1:4-9
4 The word of the LORD came to me, saying,
5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”
6 “Ah, Sovereign LORD,” I said, “I do not know how to speak;
I am only a child.”
7 But the LORD said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a child.’
You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you.
8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the LORD.
9 Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, “Now, I have put my words in your mouth.”
I wouldn’t dare wish the years away, but there is a part of me that would love a fast-forward button. I cannot wait to see what each of my children will do for the Kingdom of God. How will they use the gifts that were given to each of them? How will they serve? Who will they influence? We were each called to something great.
We were called for the purpose the Lord has set before us, before we were formed.
We are special. “Long before we thought of God as important, He already decided that we were.”
So while this sermon didn’t change the fact that my children will always hear comments about their physical qualities or abilities, it does change my response to them. My job is not to influence how the world sees my children, but to influence how my children see themselves. To know why they are special. I don’t want it to matter to them whether people value their appearance or performance. They will know that their worth lies in the fact that they were knit together to the smallest detail, by the same God who created the universe.
Now, that is something to be proud of.
And there is more good news…
I’m not alone in teaching this to them.
For starters, everything I’ve written here is what I learned from a wise counselor, who is listening to the Lord, and sharing exactly what we need to hear to be encouraged on this topic. None of these thoughts are originally mine, and I am so blessed to be lead and encouraged both from the pulpit and personally by a man who is following HIS calling. Thanks, Rick.
(in fact, you are better off to stop reading now and go listen to his message from this weekend. Go here and listen to “Called #8.)
Also, I’m surrounded by an amazing community of believers who sees each child as special. I couldn’t say enough about our amazing Children’s ministry staff and they way they are cultivating identity in my children and hundreds of others. My children are taught the word by adults they love each week. And even more, they are prayed for. On Saturday during this lesson, Rick had pictures on the screen of babies from the baby blessing and asked the congregation to pray for each. I was a blubbery mess as pictures of Lou and her friends came across the screen, knowing that over the weekend there would be literally thousands praying for their tender hearts. That means the world to me.
Finally, we are blessed with family and friends who are taking time to invest in a deeper way with each of my children. Teaching them everyday. I’m so blessed that my children are “trained in the way they should go” even when RRL and I fall short.
“And that’s an encouraging thought”
One that RRL and I needed as we start another week of purposeful parenting. And maybe, just maybe, I needed to be reminded of that for myself as well. I was created on purpose. For a purpose. And so were you. Not the least of which is parenting.
Oh Lord, help us be wise stewards of this great gift, our children. Help us write your words on their tender hearts. Help them see your purpose. Hear your call.
ABL
We are so blessed to have spent nearly 9 years at a Church where we are loved and encouraged in so many ways. I could write a whole series of blogposts on the people that minister to us there, the ways we are challenged to grow, the opportunities we have to minister to others. But I’ll save that. Or, better yet, just come see for yourself sometime 🙂
On Wednesday we were once again blessed by our Church family as we participated for a third time in the annual baby blessing. I love that even though our Church has so many members, this night always feels so personal. From the moments of prayer for our family by an elder while laying hands on each of us, to the mixing and mingling with other families of babies born in the same year, to smiles hugs and squeezes from the amazing Children’s Ministry staff. I won’t say I wasn’t a little sweaty trying to keep up with my 3 munchkins, take pictures, and be sure they got their promised snacks at the “party”. But so worth it. We are so blessed by this time of blessing. BLESSED indeed.
Our Easter weekend was AMAZING. It was crazy busy. But it was amazing.
First stop…
KJ’s school Easter Egg hunt. I love his little preschool and the people we are meeting there. I especially love the times when I get to visit and watch him in his element. He knows everyone. Everyone knows him. The easter egg hunt, though, was business. He was totally focused and it was hilarious to watch him run in circles gathering eggs like his life depended on it. The best part was, though, at the end of it he couldn’t have cared less how many eggs stayed in his basket and willingly shared with others who didn’t get very many. What a precious heart!
This is what Easter weekend should be about. Showing our kids what is important to us. Showing them that our family is surrounded by people that love them, but even more who love the Lord and believe that He died and ROSE on the 3rd day. These people will encourage our children to claim this truth and these are the moments I want them to cling to, espeically around holidays like Easter.
-Family outing to the museum
-Daylight Savings Time Picnic
Can you believe that
SHE
is nine-months-old